seriously, blogger... i don't know what to write anymore. allow me to say that, "life is so wonderful, yet so sucks." i'm emo-ing... i wanted to share my privacy with the one i love, but what i'm gonna share is all about her... telling her would make no difference like confessing. how good it would be for me to be able to read her mind. who the hell doesn't know? that confessing is actually a freaking easy job in just telling the girl, "i love u, would u be my girl friend?" have mercy on me God, u know that before becoming couple, there is always a friendship... that if the confession failed, friendship would just teman it to heaven.
well, even more ridiculous...
i know i will get mad if i keep it to myself. i was trying to share it via facebook status, by writing it in a third person pronoun... imagine, the one that i'm referring to, asking me who my status is refering to... it's u, but how desperate i'm that i hope i can say it aloud... the words are beside my mouth, yet my brain telling me, "kyuo, re-think, once these words are out, it's good if she can be ur GF after knowing... or else, 你就 ~ 系甘先。
sometimes...
i'm wondering, is it so difficult for a guy and a girl to get into relationship? what bout my dad and my mom? please don't set me a time in asking me to get married before XX age... your son can't guarantee that he can actually has a girl friend in his life. because, he's just so unattractive to girls...
will anyone read this?
will anyone understand me?
i feel like crying ady... >.< T.T
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