I'm lost

Goodie Morning :|



Yea, I've woke up but seriously Imma damn not in the mood. Probably, there is something in my heart that makes me a bit particular. Nearly to the feel of emotional again. Arghh... Guess what? The 1st time in my life, which I ever wake up earlier than my alarm. And thus, I only get 5 hrs of sleep from this morning 4am+. Well, it was also the 1st time in my life that I couldn't actually fully fell asleep in those 5hrs (**sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up). While, thought of going to start my low paying but long hrs of wushu classes, will cause me to commit suicide every moment as it comes to my mind. God damn!! I feel so cold in a sunny morning with a temperature of 35 degree Celsius outside. Switching of the fan besides me, thought of putting on jacket some more.

I can't stand for those words that I received online. I don't wish to make it too obvious or else I might feel even worse. Posting a shout out here would be just fined to do so. Well, I manage to figure out what exactly causing these feelings within myself. Yea, It pops out of my mind>> I'm jealous of someone. Why was there such a luckily guy who eventually gets the appreciations back from what he did to the girl, and causing the girl to fall for him? YES!! It's a "WAS", a past tense. I'm freaking damn annoyed that I failed to stand this history. I know it makes no difference either I know it or not. It's already a fact and a history ever since I know her, I was fined when I know nothing in the beginning. Why can't I just always feel the same? I hate myself. I'm always a forgiving person, but I guess everybody might finds it hard to avoid for being "xiao qi" in such situations. Because I really found myself falling for her so badly now.

I'm must throw this childish thing away. I'm not xiao qi... I don't wanna be Xiao qi... >.< Yes, it always and forever will be applied to my beloved one. If and only I can do to tell her how much I love her now, by then all these might not be that important anymore.

Oh well, I do desired to have an ideal girl friend.
I'm picky, but I'm always available. ^^
If You found Yourself received a flower from me,
You might be in my candidate list.
Oh ya, so far I only did it once ever since I was born.

Alright, I feel a bit better now after been releasing what excavating my heart for the whole night^^ Hope nobody would see this though I tend to make it a public post. Arh... look at the time below, I'm almost late for my wushu classes. Give me some confidences ya ;)

the sneaked out memory

I took a walk at Pyramid today, was thinking to print some of the photos that my dad's friends requested and also to loiter at the ice rink for a while. Ish.. I was sort of angry with the service at the photo printing shop. After having all the photo printing list done on the machine, not even one of the staffs was serving me when I wanted to pay the bill. Makes me waiting there like sor lou for around 20 minutes. Guess what? I thought I became transparent at the moment or else they can't understand human language such as "Excuse me sir, I wanna pay my bill." Gek Sei ngor. >.< But luckily my dad is gonna pay me back or I'll just chop them off by paying an extra 20 cents each for the suckssssss services. All from Pluto...


ice rink... as usual, crowded... since it's schl holidays now. Well, this is the position that I like to stand cause I can get a full view of the rink. :)

Memories always sneak up out of the blue. I guess I've been influenced by reading a certain someone's blog, that whatever I see in the mall would just make me think of her. Luckily I have my camera on hand. Lol, I decided to snap them one by one to overlap what is in my mind.


My look in the shopping mall, I mean my cloths. Don't tease>> I know it's kinda miss-matched.


BAGZ BAR... selling lots of *blink blink* bags, yea, she likes blink blink thingy alot.


hungry... wanted to try out all the food here so badly. The environment is nice...


Pasta Zanmai, arghhh... I know it's kinda nice. Wanna try also, I won't care 'bout the price. XD


Flewis @ Marrakesh... where she received her rose during her birthday. Lol, it still doesn't sell a bouquet of roses. But I know, even if it does, she can't brings them back home too. Sigh, nvm, sometimes one is more unique ;) be proud with that, lady...


HANG TEN... it was where I got the T-shirt and sew her name on it. Quality is nice. Oppzz... but I'm so sorry that I actually didn't have the price card cut off. My mistake...


TOKYO -G... T.T sob sob, no longer available. They gonna replace it with another restaurant. That's the last time we get to enjoy our dinner there. But I'll always remember the state of affairs of that night. Epicxxx.. Aww.. seriously, I miss the environment inside, also the food. >.<


The place where we took pictures together, overlapping... it's full of night feel here. I love it... :D


The stairs... there is another same picture with someone standing here. Overlapping too...


Opps... is AnnaSui. It just popped up ridiculously in my rusted brain that a certain someone who actually had a post stating wanted to own it. GOD DAMN!!! I don't know which one is it... >.<


Arhh.... BUBBA GUMP!!! It's also one of the alien restaurants with alien kinda names, which is actually out of title. Well, it's still in our list, that I gonna try it out with a certain someone. No worries, the promise still there. We shall not care bout the price. Wee~~

Sing Along Song for Anne

It's a song that I post just because it makes me think of you.
Gonna make this a theme song for you.
Sing Along Song by 方大同。
He looks a bit like Reyvan though, haha...




I wrote this song
It's not too long
Cause I've been thinking bout cha
I wrote this song
Maybe I'm wrong
To be called all about cha
Owh I don't know what you think about me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love, you see...

Owh it's a sing along song that's not too long
It's when I think about you and I hear songs
And you can sing along
Maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this
I wrote this for you~

I wrote this song
It's not too long
Cause I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song
This can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without cha
Owh I just want to make you happy
But maybe you want nothing at all
And how I wish that you're meant to be
Forever and a day with me

Owh it's a sing along song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can sing along
Maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this
I wrote this for you~
In every way you mean more to me
Than you'll ever know
Girl, I do my best to show these words are true
Now ah...
And if you'd like to make a song
And be a perfect harmony with me
Owh I'd find the greatest words to sing
So we could write our own romance (Sing~)

Owh it's just a sing along song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can sing along maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

Owh it's a sing along song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can sing along maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

Owh yea~

Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for... you~

Meeting Miss N

hehe... I thought the whole journey back to Ipoh is gonna be bored.

Recall:

Friday... A day that Anne told me she would be back to KL from the harsh Kampar. I'ma happy and was thinking to ask her out for dinner on that night, had like really a lot to ask and talk to her. Who knows? My dad told me we are heading forward to Ipoh straight after my class ended. Sad and disappointed, i told her about that... Thus, our trips were in a totally opposite way.

She's coming back to KL and I'm going to Ipoh on Friday
While she's going back to Kampar and I'm coming back to KL on Sunday.

P/S *she actually gets to enjoy her two days princess life back in Shah Alam
and she told me she's kinda satisfy with it. I know she said and seriously meant it...

Sunday... I was kinda sure, it seems rather bored. But Anne colors it for me. She came back to Kampar earlier than I thought she would. In anyway it's gonna be a terrible fact for her, yet I promised her that I will make a visit to her resident areas. Same as what she told me, she said I just can't be fully trusted until I get to prove myself. And...

of course, I kept the promise...
making myself to appear in front of her.
Mark me *I won't let any of my promises go blank,
just because I don't want anyone getting upset from me.* Got it?

I'm glad that I gotta to see her, even though that was only around half an hour. While, I really fell in love in that area. It looks rather nicer than I thought... Yea, I did felt how harsh it is to be there alone though, especially when one without air-con and car there. There is a word to describe you, Anne... "You are way EPIC."

Like what I said, "I'm so useless; you feel so hopeless yet I can't do anything to help at all." >.<
I will just try my best to retain any hope that I could give... the promise is still there.

All the best for You ya.

-Kyuo

sucks post express

All I can say is, I’m having a bad luck today. I just received the item that I bought online, a 2GB micro SD card for my phone. I know it’s kinda silly & a waste of money since that phone already have a built in like… 32GB massive storage in it. But,sigh… it’s all because of my character of being a perfectionist, I never use what is best in anything, instead, I would just keep it.

And, WHAT THE HELL!!??

I heard the Mr. Postman dropped by and put something into the letter box, then left without asking me to sign for what is being delivered to me. When I look into it, the envelope is actually empty except there is a red post express paper folding inside. The envelope was being torn at the top, leaving a hole down there. Shit… how could this? Who the heck is it? Won’t even have mercy on a RM20’s memory card? Pity me la… I was waiting all the days to fit that tiny lil card in my new phone >.<

Arghh… makes me spending money again >.<

My mom asked me to make complains to the nearby post office. But I know it’s useless, because who the hell is gonna be so responsible for this kinda small thing? C’mon, this is Malaysia. So if I were to do that, the results would only be: 1) wasting my time and saliva, 2) neither the RM20 nor the card I can claim back =.=”… It’s already a fact, just let it be, but I WILL NEVER EVER TRUST MALAYSIA’S POST EXPRESS ANYMORE. I would when you dream. Urghh… just spent RM35 for the new micro sd after piano class. See, it’s simply kinda easy. You only need to take out an extra RM35 and everything is… SETTLED!! Right, Kyuo? I answered YES, freaking damn true… for others!!! It’s freaking damn wrong for me okay!!?? Anybody but me… (shouting out loud) *WHY MEEEEE!!!???

Rugi-ing to the max… stupid bugger,

So many other items don’t want steal, you steal mine???

!@#$%^&*&^%$#...

RM20 for 2GB originally… got nothing at last.

End up RM35 for 1GB

Total loss = RM55 T.T

Urghh… hati so sakit.

Anne's birthday Celebration

It's all about a belated birthday celebration for the birthday girl, Anne... Happy Belated Birthday~. ^^ Lol, I greeted her on the actual date but she told me that she wasn't having any celebration. Awww... how sad it is to hear that. And so, I and Neko planned to give her a surprise on the coming Saturday.

Guess what? I worked half day, and rushed to Pyramid at around 3pm++ that day... while she thought that I'm gonna skip the appointment, so called "FFK." Hee... okay~, know me more: "When I promised something, no matter what I'll definitely fulfill it, because I'm not gonna make anyone upset on me. Yes, this is Kyuo." Mark my words. :) Ermm... when comes to skating, I have to admit that, she is a great learner and really smart. With in that few hours, she mastered the brake so perfectly. *APPLAUSE...* ^^

I was quite surprise that I can actually got the only last red rose in that flower store for her, how lucky. Thus, it seemed somewhat priceless... haha, and we tried our dinner at Tokyo G, a restaurant with FAWESOME feels and environment. (Price is not a problem, let's just try everything out next time) ^^ Okay, there goes a special present for her which took me days in getting it done. Hee.. it's a T-shirt that only belongs to her. (Don't understand? View pics). Anyway, it's a great and fun night, thanks for letting me to have a chance to celebrate it for u. Hope you two feel the same, and am gonna remember it for life. ^^ :) :D



the shirt that only belongs to her...

the moment she received it...

Neko & Anne with the rose...

Me and Anne

the Miso Soup, tastes quite nice yet quite salty....

This was what Anne and Neko ordered, I forgot the name liao...

And... this was mine.. YUMMY~~

Itadakimasu...

A shot from Anne... Nice shot, thxz...^^

err... forgot the name liao, but Anne was not into how it tastes, so end up i ate two, super full XP..

the raw salmon, it tastes juz good together with wasabi and sauce, & same, Anne was not into it...

Cute Neko with raw Salmon... ^^

Me with raw salmon... yeahh~ it's so thick... :d

Anne... became Neko's model...^^ lol, nice shot...

another shot, lol... honestly, she's pretty... :)

love this, good angle, blurring the background nicely... ^^

love this too... but forgot how she shoots this ady... hahaXX

after the stairs... haha, nice one...

ISHHH>.... Neko juz kept shooting from the back... lol

all the way chatting... Neko where r u?

it was around 10:30pm...

Anne looks so tall here... haha... nice

let's try this club next time...

driving... she loves driving... haha


yoshhh... and that's all for the great night.
thxz to Anne & Neko.
enjoy reading and viewing photos ya.
nitey nitezzz...

what is this?

seriously, blogger... i don't know what to write anymore. allow me to say that, "life is so wonderful, yet so sucks." i'm emo-ing... i wanted to share my privacy with the one i love, but what i'm gonna share is all about her... telling her would make no difference like confessing. how good it would be for me to be able to read her mind. who the hell doesn't know? that confessing is actually a freaking easy job in just telling the girl, "i love u, would u be my girl friend?" have mercy on me God, u know that before becoming couple, there is always a friendship... that if the confession failed, friendship would just teman it to heaven.

well, even more ridiculous...

i know i will get mad if i keep it to myself. i was trying to share it via facebook status, by writing it in a third person pronoun... imagine, the one that i'm referring to, asking me who my status is refering to... it's u, but how desperate i'm that i hope i can say it aloud... the words are beside my mouth, yet my brain telling me, "kyuo, re-think, once these words are out, it's good if she can be ur GF after knowing... or else, 你就 ~ 系甘先。

sometimes...

i'm wondering, is it so difficult for a guy and a girl to get into relationship? what bout my dad and my mom? please don't set me a time in asking me to get married before XX age... your son can't guarantee that he can actually has a girl friend in his life. because, he's just so unattractive to girls...

will anyone read this?
will anyone understand me?
i feel like crying ady... >.< T.T

N900 is in my pocket...^^

lol... i can't say i'm not surprised, but what a pleasant surprise it is. The Nokia Nseries N900 is turning up in showing its might against all other brands of full touchscreen phones. Though it's not the 1st time Nokia gets its tablet flagship turn on for Linux, yet a Linux Based featuring Maemo 5 OS this time, the N900 is rather welcome and it's nice to see a high-end phone come earlier than expected for a change.

The Nokia Nseries N900 is the 1st Nokia phone with the proprietary Linux Maemo5 OS and also the 1st in the world for using it. Well, the Maemo5 OS seriously left us with brilliant and nice feelings while hoping for its successful adoption among third-party app developers.

Oh, and the impressive full browser(really full) support is something that you definitely need to see with your very own eyes. With an additional Flash 9.4 support, which enable Facebook gaming.

And did I mention the N900 is having a Nice 5MP Carl Zeiss Optics AF camera?

Currently the Nokia N900 retails for only about RM2499, which is a lil bit surprise for a Nokia Flagship phone duel to previous N9X series phones' prices(at least 3K). And I believe it's just the effect Nokia needs to popularize the Maemo5 OS.

Nokia Nseries

See New. Hear New. Feel New.

u seriously need more studies about phones.

lol, hours ago, i was finding a phone for my lil bro with my mom at KL's BB Plaza. As we stop at a phone store, my lil bro ask for a look at the 2nd hand Nokia N76. After a brief checking, he asked that guy, "does this phone supports autofocus?" That guy answered, "yes, it has autofocus." (actually it doesn't has at all). So, I interrupted and said, "Noooo, this phone doesn't supports autofocus at all." But he insisted and said it does, so i bet him to check at it. He asked what will I do if he found out there is autofocus in that phone? i said, "I WILL SWALLOW IT."

Well, as he checked at it over and over again, he couldn't find it. Yet, he still reacts like an idiot and doesn't wanna admit that he loses the bet, while start talking something nonsense. At first, he asked, "do u know what is autofocus? I tell u, it's all about anti-handshake function. it's not like what u think autofocus gives sharp images." What the hell? I'm sure that everyone will give the same answer as it's a function that ensure clearness in photos. Later on, he took a Nokia N73(with autofocus) and an iPhone(without autofocus), and start taking pictures. Funny thing was that the pictures already told him the result yet he still don't wanna accept what i said. Eventually, he can't prove what I said was wrong and what he said was right.

He told us that he has been selling phones for 4 years. Before that, he studied in Nokia Center for 2 years. *Hello brother, Nokia doesn't provides such courses for ordinary studies OKAY? Besides that, he was trying to test me with my knowledge in knowing phones. *LOL, brother, I was playing with various kinds of real phones for almost 8 years. What do u think? He keeps quiet after all. There's a chinese proverb saying, "I play with phones more than the rices that u have eaten."

He further asking, "Do u think ur Nokia 6220c(phone I'm using) has autofocus?" I just open the camera cover and show him the word "AUTOFOCUS" besides the lens. Guess what he says? "SOMETIMES, WORDS THAT PRINTED ON A PRODUCT ARE UNTRUSTABLE!!" *Are u trying to tell everybody that Nokia is not actually giving what they print on the phone's body? If then, I think Nokia will close down immediately when such thing happens. lOLOLOLOL.... hahahahaha... this guy is really a moron. He points to the blur picture and says, "do u believe that if i have this blur picture printed out, the clearness will be better than the sharp picture? Sometimes, what u see on the screen is not true." WHAT THE HECK? If then, why do we need screen on our phone? what we see is what we'll get rite? why do we need autofocus phones? might as well just buy phones without autofocus, since phone without autofocus will get the same result as those with autofocus. lol...

I know i win the bet, because at last he doesn't dare to ask me to swallow that phone. he knew he was wrong... before leaving, i told him, "Brother, it's ten million years too soon for u to debate with the phone genius." lololl...

upgraded

hehehe... so, what about the new body? duel to the limit of time, i ain't gonna write much about it. lol, it's all about excitement and happiness... well, finally... i got the new Sony Alpha A550 days ago. an excellent Alpha series D-SLR body featuring high end Carl Zeiss Vario-Sonnar lens; that can only be described by a phrase, "A Perfect Harmony."

Smile. Camera. Action.

To all Nikon and Canon users, seriously saying... I PITY ALL OF YOU. i'll mention all by my pictures. so please do not cry if you found out mine is better.... wuahahahaha...

what else? SONY ROCKS...