The Recent Kyuo

*Sorry my lil bloggie, I know you've been left out in the passed 2 years.
Publishing some of the sucks posts were just a waste of space here.
Furthermore, the lack of readers was somewhat an apprehension
For me when blogging. Because of this I blogged hopelessly.
But no worries... I promised myself from last two months that I
Will make you look even more fabulous than ever. I have you redesigned.
Whether or not there are readers, like I will give a damn?
I would just spend time updating even in the midst of busying.*

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Wee gleee... twinkling of an eye, the holidays already enter the 2nd week.
Well, holidays... with the exception of not having any classes,
Aren't fun at all. No life is being found... Thus,
I tend to find life by sticking to my blog everyday.
Hehe, it is being "well treated" within these two weeks
Because besides practicing piano and guitar
I would just jot down my every single movement here
While spend times reading other blogs to find the so-called lifestyles.

OMG, I even camwhoring myself... haha

lol... I found it interesting to camwhore certain different facial expressions.
You might wanna know how they look. ^^


"eih :) what's that?"


"Hee :) they look so nice.."


"ohh :o what some more is going on?"


"Haha :D OMG, I ma so surprise!!"


"Aww, frustrating..."


"Eih :) it's not actually that bad, I see hopes. =)"


"LOL, I shai la."


"Aww... seriously, i shai la. Can u plz so stop it?"


"isshhh... u purposely make me feel so shai, hate u.. :["


"Aiks... >_<"


Hehe, early in the morning. Juz woke up, omg, my hair... so messy "aiks... >.<"


As u can see, actually i'm just half awaken, misty eyes... {=,=} listening to fireflies...

Hehe... sorry for all the ugly photos. I manage to snap them the best I can ady. But for me, they would be rather rare, because I seldom camwhore. Sometimes, yea, yet not at this amount. Well it's considered kinda personal, since I don't used to let someone other than my close friends to know more about me. But I realized that's how a quiet blog, who wanna gain more readers and their cool responses, suppose to be. Yea, no others, they were just the real Kyuo CJY. ^^

George Michael Amazing

lol... I love this song really aloooooottt...
It sounds just suitable for me,
I mean it's feel and style.
For love, the lyrics are just perfect.
I've posted one of it's chorus as my status on Facebook previously
Some of u who have commented on it might recall
By referring to the lyrics below.
Pay attention to the chorus. ^^

*But something wrong here, might need to watch it in youtube. sorry...



I was mixed up when you came to me
Too broke to fix
Said 'daddy get you gone, I'm missing my baby'
Still missing my baby

I was stitched up by the hands of fate
Said how you gonna make it on your own
If luck is a lady?
Maybe luck is a lady

I was going down for the third time
My heart was broken, I was not open to your suggestions
I had so many questions
That you just kissed away

Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in and changed my life
I think it's amazing,
The way that love can set you free

So now I walk in the midday sun
I never thought that my saviour would come
I think it's amazing
I think it's amazing

I think you are amazing

You tried to save me from myself
Said 'Darling, kiss as many as you want!
My love's still available
And I know you're insatiable'

We're like victims of the same disease
Look at your Big Bad Daddy, and your mom
And your mom...was always acting crazy

I was going down for the third time
My heart was broken, I thought that
loving you was out of the question
Then I saw my reflection
Saying please don't let this go

Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in and changed my life
I think it's amazing,
The way that love can set you free

So now I walk in the midday sun
I never thought that my saviour would come
I think it's amazing
I think you're amazing

Celebrate the love of the one you're with

Celebrate, this life with you baby
I think you should celebrate yeah
Don't put your love in chains baby
No no, walk in the midday sun
I thought I was dreaming
I think it's amazing
I think you're amazing

I said celebrate the loce of the one you're with

As this life gets colder
And the devil inside
Tells you to give up

I'm lost

Goodie Morning :|



Yea, I've woke up but seriously Imma damn not in the mood. Probably, there is something in my heart that makes me a bit particular. Nearly to the feel of emotional again. Arghh... Guess what? The 1st time in my life, which I ever wake up earlier than my alarm. And thus, I only get 5 hrs of sleep from this morning 4am+. Well, it was also the 1st time in my life that I couldn't actually fully fell asleep in those 5hrs (**sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up). While, thought of going to start my low paying but long hrs of wushu classes, will cause me to commit suicide every moment as it comes to my mind. God damn!! I feel so cold in a sunny morning with a temperature of 35 degree Celsius outside. Switching of the fan besides me, thought of putting on jacket some more.

I can't stand for those words that I received online. I don't wish to make it too obvious or else I might feel even worse. Posting a shout out here would be just fined to do so. Well, I manage to figure out what exactly causing these feelings within myself. Yea, It pops out of my mind>> I'm jealous of someone. Why was there such a luckily guy who eventually gets the appreciations back from what he did to the girl, and causing the girl to fall for him? YES!! It's a "WAS", a past tense. I'm freaking damn annoyed that I failed to stand this history. I know it makes no difference either I know it or not. It's already a fact and a history ever since I know her, I was fined when I know nothing in the beginning. Why can't I just always feel the same? I hate myself. I'm always a forgiving person, but I guess everybody might finds it hard to avoid for being "xiao qi" in such situations. Because I really found myself falling for her so badly now.

I'm must throw this childish thing away. I'm not xiao qi... I don't wanna be Xiao qi... >.< Yes, it always and forever will be applied to my beloved one. If and only I can do to tell her how much I love her now, by then all these might not be that important anymore.

Oh well, I do desired to have an ideal girl friend.
I'm picky, but I'm always available. ^^
If You found Yourself received a flower from me,
You might be in my candidate list.
Oh ya, so far I only did it once ever since I was born.

Alright, I feel a bit better now after been releasing what excavating my heart for the whole night^^ Hope nobody would see this though I tend to make it a public post. Arh... look at the time below, I'm almost late for my wushu classes. Give me some confidences ya ;)

the sneaked out memory

I took a walk at Pyramid today, was thinking to print some of the photos that my dad's friends requested and also to loiter at the ice rink for a while. Ish.. I was sort of angry with the service at the photo printing shop. After having all the photo printing list done on the machine, not even one of the staffs was serving me when I wanted to pay the bill. Makes me waiting there like sor lou for around 20 minutes. Guess what? I thought I became transparent at the moment or else they can't understand human language such as "Excuse me sir, I wanna pay my bill." Gek Sei ngor. >.< But luckily my dad is gonna pay me back or I'll just chop them off by paying an extra 20 cents each for the suckssssss services. All from Pluto...


ice rink... as usual, crowded... since it's schl holidays now. Well, this is the position that I like to stand cause I can get a full view of the rink. :)

Memories always sneak up out of the blue. I guess I've been influenced by reading a certain someone's blog, that whatever I see in the mall would just make me think of her. Luckily I have my camera on hand. Lol, I decided to snap them one by one to overlap what is in my mind.


My look in the shopping mall, I mean my cloths. Don't tease>> I know it's kinda miss-matched.


BAGZ BAR... selling lots of *blink blink* bags, yea, she likes blink blink thingy alot.


hungry... wanted to try out all the food here so badly. The environment is nice...


Pasta Zanmai, arghhh... I know it's kinda nice. Wanna try also, I won't care 'bout the price. XD


Flewis @ Marrakesh... where she received her rose during her birthday. Lol, it still doesn't sell a bouquet of roses. But I know, even if it does, she can't brings them back home too. Sigh, nvm, sometimes one is more unique ;) be proud with that, lady...


HANG TEN... it was where I got the T-shirt and sew her name on it. Quality is nice. Oppzz... but I'm so sorry that I actually didn't have the price card cut off. My mistake...


TOKYO -G... T.T sob sob, no longer available. They gonna replace it with another restaurant. That's the last time we get to enjoy our dinner there. But I'll always remember the state of affairs of that night. Epicxxx.. Aww.. seriously, I miss the environment inside, also the food. >.<


The place where we took pictures together, overlapping... it's full of night feel here. I love it... :D


The stairs... there is another same picture with someone standing here. Overlapping too...


Opps... is AnnaSui. It just popped up ridiculously in my rusted brain that a certain someone who actually had a post stating wanted to own it. GOD DAMN!!! I don't know which one is it... >.<


Arhh.... BUBBA GUMP!!! It's also one of the alien restaurants with alien kinda names, which is actually out of title. Well, it's still in our list, that I gonna try it out with a certain someone. No worries, the promise still there. We shall not care bout the price. Wee~~

Sing Along Song for Anne

It's a song that I post just because it makes me think of you.
Gonna make this a theme song for you.
Sing Along Song by 方大同。
He looks a bit like Reyvan though, haha...




I wrote this song
It's not too long
Cause I've been thinking bout cha
I wrote this song
Maybe I'm wrong
To be called all about cha
Owh I don't know what you think about me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love, you see...

Owh it's a sing along song that's not too long
It's when I think about you and I hear songs
And you can sing along
Maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this
I wrote this for you~

I wrote this song
It's not too long
Cause I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song
This can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without cha
Owh I just want to make you happy
But maybe you want nothing at all
And how I wish that you're meant to be
Forever and a day with me

Owh it's a sing along song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can sing along
Maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this
I wrote this for you~
In every way you mean more to me
Than you'll ever know
Girl, I do my best to show these words are true
Now ah...
And if you'd like to make a song
And be a perfect harmony with me
Owh I'd find the greatest words to sing
So we could write our own romance (Sing~)

Owh it's just a sing along song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can sing along maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

Owh it's a sing along song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can sing along maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

Owh yea~

Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for... you~

Meeting Miss N

hehe... I thought the whole journey back to Ipoh is gonna be bored.

Recall:

Friday... A day that Anne told me she would be back to KL from the harsh Kampar. I'ma happy and was thinking to ask her out for dinner on that night, had like really a lot to ask and talk to her. Who knows? My dad told me we are heading forward to Ipoh straight after my class ended. Sad and disappointed, i told her about that... Thus, our trips were in a totally opposite way.

She's coming back to KL and I'm going to Ipoh on Friday
While she's going back to Kampar and I'm coming back to KL on Sunday.

P/S *she actually gets to enjoy her two days princess life back in Shah Alam
and she told me she's kinda satisfy with it. I know she said and seriously meant it...

Sunday... I was kinda sure, it seems rather bored. But Anne colors it for me. She came back to Kampar earlier than I thought she would. In anyway it's gonna be a terrible fact for her, yet I promised her that I will make a visit to her resident areas. Same as what she told me, she said I just can't be fully trusted until I get to prove myself. And...

of course, I kept the promise...
making myself to appear in front of her.
Mark me *I won't let any of my promises go blank,
just because I don't want anyone getting upset from me.* Got it?

I'm glad that I gotta to see her, even though that was only around half an hour. While, I really fell in love in that area. It looks rather nicer than I thought... Yea, I did felt how harsh it is to be there alone though, especially when one without air-con and car there. There is a word to describe you, Anne... "You are way EPIC."

Like what I said, "I'm so useless; you feel so hopeless yet I can't do anything to help at all." >.<
I will just try my best to retain any hope that I could give... the promise is still there.

All the best for You ya.

-Kyuo

sucks post express

All I can say is, I’m having a bad luck today. I just received the item that I bought online, a 2GB micro SD card for my phone. I know it’s kinda silly & a waste of money since that phone already have a built in like… 32GB massive storage in it. But,sigh… it’s all because of my character of being a perfectionist, I never use what is best in anything, instead, I would just keep it.

And, WHAT THE HELL!!??

I heard the Mr. Postman dropped by and put something into the letter box, then left without asking me to sign for what is being delivered to me. When I look into it, the envelope is actually empty except there is a red post express paper folding inside. The envelope was being torn at the top, leaving a hole down there. Shit… how could this? Who the heck is it? Won’t even have mercy on a RM20’s memory card? Pity me la… I was waiting all the days to fit that tiny lil card in my new phone >.<

Arghh… makes me spending money again >.<

My mom asked me to make complains to the nearby post office. But I know it’s useless, because who the hell is gonna be so responsible for this kinda small thing? C’mon, this is Malaysia. So if I were to do that, the results would only be: 1) wasting my time and saliva, 2) neither the RM20 nor the card I can claim back =.=”… It’s already a fact, just let it be, but I WILL NEVER EVER TRUST MALAYSIA’S POST EXPRESS ANYMORE. I would when you dream. Urghh… just spent RM35 for the new micro sd after piano class. See, it’s simply kinda easy. You only need to take out an extra RM35 and everything is… SETTLED!! Right, Kyuo? I answered YES, freaking damn true… for others!!! It’s freaking damn wrong for me okay!!?? Anybody but me… (shouting out loud) *WHY MEEEEE!!!???

Rugi-ing to the max… stupid bugger,

So many other items don’t want steal, you steal mine???

!@#$%^&*&^%$#...

RM20 for 2GB originally… got nothing at last.

End up RM35 for 1GB

Total loss = RM55 T.T

Urghh… hati so sakit.

Anne's birthday Celebration

It's all about a belated birthday celebration for the birthday girl, Anne... Happy Belated Birthday~. ^^ Lol, I greeted her on the actual date but she told me that she wasn't having any celebration. Awww... how sad it is to hear that. And so, I and Neko planned to give her a surprise on the coming Saturday.

Guess what? I worked half day, and rushed to Pyramid at around 3pm++ that day... while she thought that I'm gonna skip the appointment, so called "FFK." Hee... okay~, know me more: "When I promised something, no matter what I'll definitely fulfill it, because I'm not gonna make anyone upset on me. Yes, this is Kyuo." Mark my words. :) Ermm... when comes to skating, I have to admit that, she is a great learner and really smart. With in that few hours, she mastered the brake so perfectly. *APPLAUSE...* ^^

I was quite surprise that I can actually got the only last red rose in that flower store for her, how lucky. Thus, it seemed somewhat priceless... haha, and we tried our dinner at Tokyo G, a restaurant with FAWESOME feels and environment. (Price is not a problem, let's just try everything out next time) ^^ Okay, there goes a special present for her which took me days in getting it done. Hee.. it's a T-shirt that only belongs to her. (Don't understand? View pics). Anyway, it's a great and fun night, thanks for letting me to have a chance to celebrate it for u. Hope you two feel the same, and am gonna remember it for life. ^^ :) :D



the shirt that only belongs to her...

the moment she received it...

Neko & Anne with the rose...

Me and Anne

the Miso Soup, tastes quite nice yet quite salty....

This was what Anne and Neko ordered, I forgot the name liao...

And... this was mine.. YUMMY~~

Itadakimasu...

A shot from Anne... Nice shot, thxz...^^

err... forgot the name liao, but Anne was not into how it tastes, so end up i ate two, super full XP..

the raw salmon, it tastes juz good together with wasabi and sauce, & same, Anne was not into it...

Cute Neko with raw Salmon... ^^

Me with raw salmon... yeahh~ it's so thick... :d

Anne... became Neko's model...^^ lol, nice shot...

another shot, lol... honestly, she's pretty... :)

love this, good angle, blurring the background nicely... ^^

love this too... but forgot how she shoots this ady... hahaXX

after the stairs... haha, nice one...

ISHHH>.... Neko juz kept shooting from the back... lol

all the way chatting... Neko where r u?

it was around 10:30pm...

Anne looks so tall here... haha... nice

let's try this club next time...

driving... she loves driving... haha


yoshhh... and that's all for the great night.
thxz to Anne & Neko.
enjoy reading and viewing photos ya.
nitey nitezzz...

what is this?

seriously, blogger... i don't know what to write anymore. allow me to say that, "life is so wonderful, yet so sucks." i'm emo-ing... i wanted to share my privacy with the one i love, but what i'm gonna share is all about her... telling her would make no difference like confessing. how good it would be for me to be able to read her mind. who the hell doesn't know? that confessing is actually a freaking easy job in just telling the girl, "i love u, would u be my girl friend?" have mercy on me God, u know that before becoming couple, there is always a friendship... that if the confession failed, friendship would just teman it to heaven.

well, even more ridiculous...

i know i will get mad if i keep it to myself. i was trying to share it via facebook status, by writing it in a third person pronoun... imagine, the one that i'm referring to, asking me who my status is refering to... it's u, but how desperate i'm that i hope i can say it aloud... the words are beside my mouth, yet my brain telling me, "kyuo, re-think, once these words are out, it's good if she can be ur GF after knowing... or else, 你就 ~ 系甘先。

sometimes...

i'm wondering, is it so difficult for a guy and a girl to get into relationship? what bout my dad and my mom? please don't set me a time in asking me to get married before XX age... your son can't guarantee that he can actually has a girl friend in his life. because, he's just so unattractive to girls...

will anyone read this?
will anyone understand me?
i feel like crying ady... >.< T.T