An Even Worse Day After The First One

September 8th, Saturday...

Arghhh... I'm so dead right now. Anybody tells me how bad my luck is nowadays, what the heck is going on with me, and how should I react and response to this again? Yea, guess what? THEIVES BROKE INTO MY HOUSE THE SECOND TIME AGAIN...

Yes, your eyes got no problem, thieves really broke into my house the second time yesterday. It's only barely one month after the first time, read here in case you know nothing about what I'm talking. Well, I'm terribly sad to recall my things lost in the first time, which includes my D-SLR, and my merchandise model. I claimed that's just my once in a while bad luck, and was suppose to let go about the sad case. Just only I gained the resilience, and here goes the second time... >.<


Can anyone tell me what else can I do? This time, I'm the worse among my family members, I lost the most. Things, include my second brand new D-SLR, my guitar costs around 1K, my 3 used and new mobile phones (N82, N93i, & 5800XM) were all gone... T.T What else can I do? HEY!!! It's my house okay!!?? IT'S MY OWN HOUSE!!! I seriously have no more confident now, but where else can I trust besides my house?? My mom asked me not to buy anymore cameras... she said this house can't hold all those things safely. Uh haa... does it mean that if keep staying in this house forever, then I don't need to buy anymore camera forever? Or I have to carry in and out along wherever I go? whether or not I need it I still have to carry it with me all the time?


Please, I only wanna know what polices can do for us right now? Aiyo, my camera, T.T... the second time losing already... pictures of me and her were all inside, and it's now gone. :'( I really hope that they won't use them in the bad ways. GIVE ME BACK MY CAMERA YOU BASTARDS!!!!! Whatever things you want just take but please don't take my camera~... Do you know how difficult it was for me to empty-kan my tabung money, loaning 1k more from my parents then only I got to buy the second one. >.< YOU IDIOTS ARE REALLY F*CKING BASTARD, MOTHER OF THE SON OF BITCH..


Ishhh... they came in from the side door this time. Cutting of the grill of the side sliding door, they forced open the glass sliding one also. Easy-peasy, coming in just like no big deal... with this...

They left this in my room, I'm sure it's not my thing... I think my room was the first target and they went into my room first after broken in... damn it..


Taken out all things from my desk's drawer and put all on my bed. Even my Nokia Headset...




Like previously, my D-SLR box was being taken out and things inside like menu guide, CDs, covers were all over the floor...


3 of my phones, Nokia N82, 5800xm, & N93i were all here, and now... emptied... >.<


Things were all over the floor, saw the chair at the side? There was where I put my guitar, now lost also... I really felt like a fool, keeping all the things nicely, like restocking for them to steal it... Aiks, don't know how long will it take to save before buying another one? I really don't dare to imagine how many times I need to hand the stack of RM50s to those camera seller again and again. Feel soooo heartache... Can I cry aloud? :'{

Ohh ya, my mom also almost go insane that time because they went into the storeroom (my piano room) and like know it all, carry out the drawers and taken away those birth certs that my mom spent lots of time retrieving from the previous case. All of us really can't scrutinize why they wanna take away our birth certs. Thus, my mom assumed that they were group of people as the first time. All those places in our house that they previously searched before, remained untouched this time. Ishhh... tell me how scary can the people nowadays be..

Immediately that night, my dad brought back a doggie (borrowed from his friend) called Golden Retriever, to guide our house temporarily. It's fat and cute, quite tame duel to it never bark even once ever since we saw him last night til this morning. Maybe it's because he's still new with the environment here. Yet, as expected, smells really stink. I seriously couldn't stand the smell, will try bathing him and make him wangi wangi... I did kacau him when it's in the cage. take a look...

(My mom just called and asked me to be careful of my car, 'cause they've taken our car keys away also. Might be aiming at our car next, Shit....!!! Don't ever put the thought on my Green Baby, I will have you murdered!!)

So fat, so hairy, so cute...


Hehe, I keep taking pictures but he seemed so bored and pathetic for being locked in the cage... will spend time to walk him around my area later on... ^^


Sigh, no matter how many times, I will still purchase another D-SLR, just that not so soon. Start saving now, I have to ikat perut already... no more fat Kyuo..

Aiks...


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My Pity Green Baby

September 9th, Thursday...

Days back, ohh ya... it was the same day as when we were heading for YUEN steamboat at Sunway area. Well, my beloved green baby had it's side window broken by some idiot bastard who try to steal my bag from the back seat. Eventually, nothing was lost. My bag was still with me... I called my dad and he kept marah marah with some blaming tone. Hate it...

It happened this way, three of us (Me, Eli Chen, & Kamal) were waiting outside of YUEN duel to Raya full house. And my baby wasn't parking too far from us, perhaps like forty seconds walk from YUEN. But Kamal was rather hungry since he had fasted for the whole day, well then, he asked me for my car key and Eli accompanied him to where my car park. I was waiting for the seat... In few minutes time, Eli called me in a rushing and serious tone,

Eli: "Kyuo!! Can you come to your car for a while!?

Me: "Uh huh.. What happen?"

Eli: "Someone broke your car's glasses!!"

Me: "WHAT?? OMG, OKOK, I'M COMING NOW..."

I quickly ran to my car and saw them stand staring at the side my car... The window's glass was on the ground, the whole piece crushed.. Hrmm, it did not spread the whole floor instead, still sticking together because my car's glasses are with sun shaded sticker. It too has the function to prevent the glasses to spread out when it's broken.. Shit, look at this...

That was Kamal's hand holding his phone with torch light, LOL, my phone's camera got Xenon flash la OK?


Aww... My beloved Green Baby's window was gone. >.<

I started to check and ask around, found that nothing was being stolen, proven with my bag still available at the back seat. Eli and Kamal claimed that they were shocked when they see this... Kamal said he can't see the window and at first thought Eli didn't wind up the window. As he saw the some broken glass pieces remained at the edge of the window only he realized it's broken. Eli found out the whole piece of window glass under my car. We assumed that they kicked underneath to prevent others from knowing. Eventually, my dad told me, not because they were stupid for stolen nothing, but because they found out your bag was so light in weight when they carry, and they just put it back. I was lucky for putting nothing much in my bag, or else it's lost.

Aiks... why the hell am I so bad in luck that day? Why are there such stupid idiot bastards who afraid of living in the peaceful world? The world is peaceful in my eyes last time, but these morons has corrupted by turning it chaos. Twice... my house, and now my car... ishhhh... I'm so gonna blast them out if ever I see them.

Surprisingly, even I myself felt so unbelievable... It's a sad case but it actually didn't ruin my appetite and mood, you'd know if you have read my previous entry... see this. Maybe it was because the coming few days were gonna be relax, I was going back to hometown, and that makes me felt so hyper. ^^

Don't get me wrong, of course I feel sakit hati about my green baby... I sayang it so damn much.
I will never let anyone hurts it anymore...



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Luther Vandross - Hello

This is yet another song I feel sentimental...
It's really a nice song called,
"Hello" by Luther Vandross,

From the name, You think it's a delightful song?
You are wrong, it morose...
Anyway, enjoy... :)



I've been alone with you inside my mind.
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips
a thousand times.
I sometimes see you pass outside my door.

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes.
I can see it in your smile.

You're all I've ever wanted, my arms are open wide.
'Cause you know just what to say.
And you know just what to do.
And I want to tell you so much,

I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair.
And tell you time and time again
how much I care.
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow.
Hello, ooh, I've just got to let you know.

'Cause I wonder where you are,
And I wonder what you do.
Are you somewhere feeling lonely,
or is someone loving you?

Tell me how to win your heart,
For I haven't got a clue.
But let me start by saying... (Oh)

I love you ...

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are,
And I wonder what you do.
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
or is someone loving you?

Tell me how to win your heart,
Idon't even have a clue.
But let me start by saying ...

Oooh I love you.
Love

Hari Raya Eve

September 9th, Thursday...

Yea... It's yet another lifeless day that I went skating alone. I still can't figure out why I skated that day... It was within school holidays period, so, ice rink packed with crowd was an incontrovertible fact and undoubtedly the price... aiks >.< By right I should be studying anyway... exam is on due, it's bored by sitting the whole day in front of the desk. Well, I know I'm stupid for saying this if I wanna score high in the coming exam. FML... Thought of relaxing a while in skating, yet it's still the same, I've regretted for entering the rink; I found no joy skating because I was alone. Sigh, I will never ever go skating alone anymore unless friends ask me out... I swear...

Perhaps, I felt kinda relax too when I think of the next day will be heading back to my hometown, Gopeng, for my cousins wedding ceremonial... It's raya, and no such stupid wushu classes to teach. Yeah!!! That's a news great enough to excite me... Never thought of such a sudden, I met Eli Chen. She wasn't skating, instead just hang around at pyramid. Hehe...

Alright, my mood was delighted at the moment. ^^ Let's plan for the dinner, I was so damn hungry right then... Well, just go somewhere near for a filling one... yeah :) We went off around 7pm, surprisingly, Kamal was joining, *erh herm*, stupid... Forget about it, I wasn't that likey, but no matter how we are still friends, together with Eli's friend, Melissa... I was driving... and the place we were heading on was, YUAN steamoat restaurant, self-service type. Hehe... it was my first time eating here...

Maybe it's because of Hari Raya eve, full house kept everybody waiting outside... too bad I forgot to take some pictures duel to some unhappy thing happened to my Green Baby... some idiot bastard broke my baby's side window and manage to steal my bag. Luckily in the end, nothing was stolen, my bag was still there but my window aiks... will jot about this in the following entry, make sure you keep track with my blog. I inform my dad on spot about this, and he asked me to go home immediately. Sorry dad, I have to have dinner with my friends >.< and I insisted to stay... luckily, a fat Indian uncle promised me to look after my car and asked me dine peacefully. Thanks uncle... :) Actually, I'm terribly damn sakit hati about my green baby, but I just dunno why I still have to mood and the appetite to take in a large portion of food.. take a look at us...

Hehe... That's what I took... half was already cooking in the soup..


We ordered two kinds of soups, herbal and tom yam... That was Kamal's crab...

Eli and her friend Melissa, she just kept avoiding in taking pictures... lol


Look, it's all seafood that I took, 'cause it's RM20.80 per adult, so definitely I won't be taking whatever like hotdogs or fishballs kinda things... hehe^^



Finished my own set, it was after the second round... super full until I got so jelak, I wasted nothing as they were gonna charge RM6 for every 100g of wasted food.. I'm good boy... :)


Even after so full of eating all those, I still managed to finish this ice cream.. it tasted below standard accepted level... "Bu Hao Chi"... I miss Baskin Robbin.


Don't understand why he can keep finishing cups after cups... =.=" Ohh ya, I forgotten, he puasa-ed the whole day, no wonder... hehe, understand now? Yea... :P

Eli's art of painting with ice cream on the soup deposit... that's tom yam soup. Lol, I guessed is because the ice cream drops were cold and they frozen the oil in the soup, thus making it looks firm...


We were joking around... haha, happy...


Shoot at me?


Shoot at her... XD lol..


It was really a fun night hanging out with them... Ermm, nice to meet you Melissa, if ever you are reading my blog... ^^

I know where I have to go on Saturday night, and I'm heading on to the chinese herbal shop in looking for something that can cure heatiness for her. That's the main purpose I been to Sunway that day. She's so damn heaty duel to lack of sleep, thus having bad dreams most of the time. Thought of buying packs of dry herbal, have to be immersed in hot water before drinking, but I know she's always lazy in doing this... so, can drink was what I bought, called Siberian Frozen Frog's Oviduct. Drinking often might help keeping cool, and smoothing skin. That's exactly what she needs. Hope it helps her out fine there... no worries, all the best ya :)


hehe


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Rick Price - Heaven Knows

I'm currently in love with this song... It's just so romantic.

I present you, Heaven Knows by Rick Price.



She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

Guys, Is Time To Put Down Your Self-Important

September 8th, Wednesday...

I always have a question... an unsolved question in my head about the harmonies between couple. The main problem in a relationship, I guess, is the way couple choose to be particular on each other even at small matters. Guys and girls can't manage to give up their points of views, or even self-important(especially guys), failed to control their tempers, and thus, causing conflict... >.< Okay, I know I might not have the right or qualify enough to criticize about this issues between couple, as I never been in a relationship before. Yes, you ears adjudicated precisely, I NEVER...

But, well... have you guys, I meant all the GUYS, ever thought before... how sweet and depress it was before you can get her heart moves towards you? I believe and bet all guys never failed to use all kinds of promises to swear to your beloved one. Telling her how much you love her, how bad you need her, and you can't live without her... try to remember. Have you guys been recalled? Yea, I'm sure some of you really tell the truth that you love your beloved one whole heartedly... aiks, conflicts with bad tempers are often absolutely abrupt... So how dare you act so rudely to your beloved one that you once swore?

Most of those outsiders would say conflicts and and arguments in a relationship is just so common, it's part of the process... Yet this statement seems more like a controversy to me, it's bullshit. Honestly, my major viewpoint is going against guys side. Why? I'm a guy too!!! Lol, yea... just because I'm a guy too, I would stand in the situation of guys... Within an argument, the faults are on both sides, but guys... please learn to put down your self-important and be accommodating, for the sake of loving your girl friend. Didn't you swore before?

Look, couples who learn how to appreciate their relationship are couples who have perfect harmonies. If being in a relationship is meant to fight, might as well just break up. I told myself, if ever I had a girl friend that I can love her whole heartedly, everything might not be as important as being with her anymore. As long as she's happy and satisfy, I'm willingly to be the one who sacrifices, dedicates, and accommodates... because she's my girl friend.

So guys under the heavens, whenever you are almost in a conflict with you beloved one, instead of fighting back, think twice. :) Make your temper serene, and you might find that, accommodating is only then the process in a relationship rather than arguments.


Couples around the world,
peace be with you. ^^



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A Change In My Blog, Deadly To Lively...

September 7th, Tuesday...

Apparently, I'm getting more and more addicted to blogging nowadays. Why? Hehe, even I myself hope the answer is with me. Perhaps it's caused by a few factors, for interest? For satisfaction? Or for someone else? Lol, actually I knew the answer, so I'm not gonna further entertain this question. If you are my readers, you should have noticed about the stories and things that mentioned in my entries. :)

For once, I seriously thought of canceling this blog before May. In which, you can actually compare my current and previous average entries in a year. You might probably notice those entries in the previous 1 year were totally out of match in comparing with those nowadays in a month. I love blogging; I always love to read blogs written by some great bloggers. Those rich words and vocabs they use were what amazed me last time.

I'm poor, I'm banal, I lack educated, I can't write great blog like them. Well before was a newbie too, I know nothing about blogging. Besides those crap entries, my blog has nothing but empty. Not to mention about a nice background, those sidebars, chatbox, entry lists, and followers. Frankly, I don't know anything 'bout these, causing the page look bloody tedious.





Believe it or not? In the beginning, my blog has totally no readers at all, AT ALL... Thought of learning how to blog and share about my life wonderfully like others, yet ridiculously, I was the only one who knew there was actually such a pathetic blog called "Kyuo's Epic Stories Start Here" appears the world of blogging. Haha, no readers... then to whom am I writing to? What was the purpose of writing anymore? Yea, somehow, I still kept waiting, hold the belief of gaining, not much, but just one or few royal readers. At least, in these world, there's still someone who knows, a blogger called Kyuo is writing his blog, "Kyuo's Epic Stories Start Here"... :)


Simple and not greedy huh?


And honestly, Anne(a girl I met on May this year), was the first visitor to my blog, also the first reader. I... really, I appreciate her a lotttt for being the first one who reads my boring blog. Well, I actually promised myself earlier that, if ever there is a visitor, I will start modifying my blog and will not keep it dead like last time anymore. Yea, I kept the promise... Surprisingly, she's a real good blogger, which I found her life so colorful by reading hers. I found life. She blog about every single moment of her wonderful life,








so nice, so brilliant, so special...



Which I have to admit, she actually did, in some ways, affected the style I used to blog. I'm kinda sure... I need to blog about in a more engaging way. I don't wanna lost my one and only reader.

Because of this, I continue blogging. And so was the resurrection of this blog, "Kyuo's Epic Stories Start Here", still last, now and even in the future. ^^ Make sure you stay tune with my blog often ya... I'll try my very best to blog what you expect to read.


Thanks for supporting...

love you readers... ;)



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Sorry That I've Cross My line

September 6th, Monday...


Hrmm, I'm sorry... Aiks, I shouldn't have keep saying sorry, but I just can't figure out why I would keep saying that whenever I feel panic, anxious and afraid. Perhaps, even I myself know that I've probably overdoing. >.< For this, I'm seriously, sorry...


Yea, maybe you were right... I was hoping to get things back to normal even before knowing whether they have gone wrong. Because I always think too much, which often caused me to feel anxious about certain situations. It couldn't be the original Kyuo as I don't used to be like that.


But after all, I only hope things to remain unchanged if the so-called improvement is to get the situation worse. I wouldn't mind to apologize a hundred times, and even a thousand times if they can return back to normal, (I meant in case if there's really something wrong)


Please, anyhow, just ignore my previous entry... I will do whatever that gets us back to normal like last time. I didn't mean to tell anything but just some craps, so it doesn't worth to be mindful about. Sorry for such a stupid post... I choose to ignore too it's because I cared how one feels.


And I apologize for those that I've done and said...


Sorry...




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I Might Have Thought Too Much, It's Because I Cared

August 04, Saturday...



Sometimes, I feel like I'm always such a coward when it comes to a certain situations. Like one of my female friends points at me:



"Kyuo, you told me you like that girl... But you dare not to tell her. Then how is she gonna know what you think? Don't expect her to approach to you on herself, good girl would never do that."



I know that, but I just I can't figure out what she thinks of me. Perhaps I'm still waiting for the right timing to confess. I know I have a lot more to do with this, and if the result is a positive one, I will definitely take my eyes away from what and how much I have to do... because, I know I can surely sacrifice and dedicate for her, just for her...



But I can tell seriously, my heart was beating in my chest up and down when I see her tweet on twitter. And even felt my heart like almost jumping out from my body when she tells me it's a confession. >.<... Anxiously, I called her at that moment immediately, but she never pick up the nearly 10 missed calls. I thought something was gonna up that she purposely not picking my calls and I don't want that to happen by kept saying sorry... Aiks, I'm so paiseh >.<... I reached to her from mobile msn later. It was actually I thought too much; her phone was on her bed in silent mode... Sorry for being so Geh Bo, I know it's none of m business but I just couldn't stand without knowing it, 'cause you know what I'm thinking. Unlike you, I do care...


Ishhh, I know and also afraid that I'm sometimes annoying. I hate this and that's why I always wanted to prevent myself from bothering and asking too much. I don't wanna be the one who who over checking on others. I don't wanna be selfish, she should have her own personal space and things, even the same for most couples... I don't wanna be narrow-minded, I don't wanna be jealous... but, what to do?


A guy will get jealous, so do I... 'cause I am a guy. Don't get me wrong, I don't think most of the guys willing to be jealous without reasons... I don't know and don't care 'bout what are theirs, but in myself, I jealous because she's still not in a relationship with me yet. Yes... I can change myself, for not being as narrow-minded and jealous as previously. I learned to accept and correct these issues of mine, because I know she wouldn't like a guy with these issues... and on the other hand, I came to realize that I actually know how to control myself the most for these in a relationship. By then, never will I have to bear with these issues anymore, I'm sure...


>>Because I understand if a girl willing to be with you, which means she trusts you and hands herself over to you, expecting you to take care of her. So... what else do you still expect when a girl can do this? Tell yourself to stop all the jealous and narrow-minded beliefs while stop checking on her from time to time, for the sake of telling her that you love her whole heartedly... YOU MUST TRUST LIKE HOW SHE TRUSTS YOU FOR YOUR CARE, which is what I always tell myself frequently now... I swear..



Trust me and give me a chance to prove it to you and also to myself k? :)



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I Laughed Out Loud :D

September 2th, Thursday...

It's a super boring day for me.
I was going nowhere,
but the whole day locking myself
in the room for studies.
Like what I tweeted,
I ain't gonna give up,
no matter how tough the test is.
Since every SAT sitters is
able to sit for it...
Why can't I?
Well and then,
I memorized 130 ++ vocabs
in that single afternoon.
Surprisingly,
I was able to remember
all of them. Lol,
head is full of words now...

Evening time,
I took a walk about
2km away from my house,
like I used to often,
just to relax my brain
by blaring some songs
all the way,
after the whole afternoon
of morose studies.
I know I can't study
too long or else my mind
would get congested.

(Iyaz:)
Earthquake can't shake us,
Cyclone can't break us,
Hurricane can't take a_way
our love~...

I texted her on the way
when I was walking back
to my house... But she
called back after I reached home,
and...


"SIENZ ARHH~!!"...
was the first thing she said to me
when I picked up the call.
HAHAHAHA...
I straight L.O.L...
'Til even my mom upstrair
heard and asked:

"Kyuo, are you okay?"
"Why laugh so loud?"
"Who are you talking to?"

Hehe... surprisingly,
she even heard my mom's
voice and said:
"you are talking to ghost."
Lol, yea I am...
A pretty ghost calling
from Kampar... :D
Hrmm, she's really sienzz I know..
Whole day at campus
test and presentation,
then come back tutorials and assignments,
didn't get to go anywhere...

I wanna skype with her,
but not too late, as she's gonna
watch movie with her besties
at 11pm, midnight show... hehe.
So I online at about 9:30pm
after dinner...
And she calls immediately
once I connected... I was shocked.
paiseh... :P

Hehe, it was my first time
skyping via my N900.
Overall performance was pretty good,
just that her side's internet was slow,
which caused the voice and video
transfer lagging most of the time.
Aiks, she can see me so smoothly
yet I can barely see her moving
during the whole call... :(

And FML, I don't know since when
my laptop has run out of battery...
I'm sure that I have it fully charged
during class time, which later on
I never touch it before as I was
studying the following whole afternoon.
Thought of turning it on so that she
can type through MSN whatever things
that I can't hear properly in skype.
Aiks...

It's ok, it's time for her to relax herself
by enjoying her movie with besties.
I'm offing for 10pm's Hong Kong drama
by Ku Tin Lok too. Love that show though I've
watched it several times before. Maybe
it's because I didn't watch TV programmes for too long.
(I haven't bath yet, busuk...)
Well, we'll skype again.. hope next time her line
won't be that slow and that I can see her
clearer. ^^

Have fun watching movie :)



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