frustration been released...

woaw... finally,
this moment came through...
i've done the grade 5 theory exam.
grrrrrrr....
how many months have i prepared for it?
let me have a count...
.................................
err... more than 8 months i guess... T.T
within these periods, i kept forcing myself
to pick up the "heaviest" theory exercise book i ever found,
cracking my head and spinning my brain juices
to remember all the formats and german terms.
lolxz... even til the last minute,
i studied til 1 at midnight.
the lack of sleepness that cause
distraction during exam is

BuLL sHiT...

i only believe in what i memorized...
is what lead me to the passing mark.
yet i have to admit, i really did felt sleepy during exam
and that i spend half an hour sleeping :p
which was actually an act that i used to hide my nervous,
but that was after i finished, haha...
whether it pass or not,
at least i can release the tons of burden from
teacher and also, myself...

2 things i feel quite surprise today...
a girl i know called Tan LiLi; i met her
as i take the test... she was in the same class as i do.
know her quite some time, but til today only i realize
that she learns piano.
hmm... a good and smart girl learns piano is
not extraordinary. but here it goes the
1st surprise: her grade higher than me.
2nd surprise: she don't recognize me.
omg... why am i caring bout these things?
it's like feeling ashamed that even a girl
younger than me got a higher grade...
but it is just the problem of time in which
1 day we will be at the same stage.
looking forward for that day,
wuahakakakakaka.....

"Lagoon has no lagoon but SWAMP!"

"Canal Garden has no canal but LONGKANG!"

took this pics when i went to a place (forgot the name)
visiting the show houses... dun quite understand what they mean
but it sounds like some kinds of demonstration and protest.
1 thing i'm sure is... they were trying to let more peolple to know
this... and the pics i taken were the shirts they wore.
guessed it was what the developer promised at 1st but not
fulfilling... which caused intellectuals to be so disgusted with.
haiz... it's normal la, because Malaysians used to be like this.

this was what i promised them...
to post them in this blog.
but don't know whether it would still help?

resurrected... haha

yo i'm back... after a break away from this blog... too busy
actually quite lazy too... and now trying to share the things
happened to me in these 2 months...

well... something that was not too pleasant to tell yet cant cast
it away from my mind; one of my cousins had passed away...
... so sad that i began to tell myself everyday i own is a great gift.

alright, it's time to let go the history.

i always hope somebody can tell me which kind of hair style
is more suitable for me? the answer is... perhaps... this one

before















after















looked any difference? haha... i got the hair clip from my cousin.
but my hair wasn't long enough, and that caused the side effect... lolx
sometimes when i ask my buddies to give some opinions of where should i
cut my hair? normally the answer i got is, "the salon near XXX..."
i see... but to make a modern hair style, expensive salon is not a must!































do u guys and girls think i make it from the salon? haha...
actually... i just woke up... and some water i never wiped on my face
which caused the hair to look soaked. lolxz...
that's why, there are really free lunches in this world.

my little perfomance....

well... it's been quite some time
since when i had my piano tuned...
"superb"...
is the only word that can describe bout it.
lol... just be prompted by a sudden impulse
while i'm practicing
i recorded these...

classical musics by Jay Chou
OST of the movie
"A Secret I Can't Tell"

my little performance...

a test to the piano
and also
a test to my skills
of how good i can perform...

disgusting kampung...

went back to the kampung last 2 days
a stupid kampung called "pantai remis"...
i was going back for fetishesm and
by the way, accompanying my dad.
otherwise i would rather keep away
from those kind of people i hate
and stay with with my mum in ipoh...

fine... forget bout it
like i care, huh?

well... even though i don't quite often
doing obeisance in a temple
yet it was kinda interesting...
at least, it keeps ones mind on something
haha... what bout making a wish to have a
girl friend?















futhermore, ermm...
was this considered as a gain?
lol... i have got a medicine in liquid and cream
from one of the customers of my dad in ipoh...
a medicine for curing pimples
i know it's very precious
since it cannot be found here and
only a sample that is less half of 150 ml
is given to me
but anyway... need thanks a thousand times
to the aunt
"THANKS ALOT YA, AUNT!!!"

ridiculous...

i'm here to say sorry for the terribly late updates... though not busy, yet miss-match of the suitable place and time, hehe...














evidently, i had my piano tuned... and that fixed the bloody C and A key which is out of tone for soooooooo long. once again, the perfectness is back to my baby-grand... mozart's superb pieces is being performed immaculately, Sonata in F major...

kua kua kua kua...

by the way... i found one thing funny, relating to us malaysians' self-important...
check out this pic... haha... imagine the first 10,000 new protons having the same grammar mistake, and the big advertisement hanging in front of the proton showroom... showing:
"A New SAGA BEGIN(s)"
fuyoo... malay brothers... is time to improve your english lo. hahahaha...

what a trial...

August... only 3 and a half months away. By then, i shall take my grd 5 theory exam for piano...
But no way, I still haven't yet prepare for it...
Especially the part for composing song... why am I still wasting my time?

what if I fail my exam? Though nobody is giving me
pressure but myself...
just feel so heavy when I pick up my theory exercise book
my piano left out for so long without tuning
some keys are just running out of melody

By the way,
currently manage to play an exam piece from Mozart
called Sonata in F major, K332
candidates of grd 8 may heard this b4
too bad I can't post it here
someday I shall show the video
superb piece from the great Mozart

i wan this, n that, n this, n that... erm, have i cross my line?

Fuh... finally, i've found the housing for my troublesome mobile phone, Nokia N93i. Since i've been looking for it up and down the whole K.L. and Selangor. It suppose to be a good news, yet everything happening just too smoothly, either the luckiness or the price(damn cheap). I started wandering that whether the guy know what is N93i? Or he just thought that N93 and N93i are the same model and ordering N93's housing for me? For example, people who talking bout SE K750i, will just say "k750" without the "i" and it's understood that both are the same model. But everything is still unknown before it reach my hand... Maybe i should do what my friend told me... to pray hard!!!

By the way, I'm still thinking what i gonna have for my birthday present. Currently only an object called DSLR is in my mind... it's around RM1,700. Erm... have i cross my line? I guess my demands are too many. My laptop... hockey skates... mobile phones... piano... car... and this time, DSLR camera...!! I always say to myself that i shall never spend my parents money anymore each time after buying such expensive stuffs. Even though they promised me, I won't remind them as if they had forgotten. I'm gonna OWN IT MYSELF.

sunny ching ming day...

ching ming... a memorial to the ancestor. I only have in my mind, some indistinct memories... what i know bout her is that, she was my grandma...

finally it's friday...

what a boring weekend... nothing in my mind that makes me feel new and surprise, but at least my dad and mum's annoying wake up tone is not gonna on, that's more than enough to make me feel so relax. I wander how long can this feeling last? Some obscure answers make me feel so upset that i created this blog and write it down... maybe this feeling will last until the end of 2008! Rust visits my hockey skates while it's taking a year break. What can i do? Since they wanna ban me 1 year with, omg, a seriouly kacang putih case. Though I'm f*cking recalcitrant... I can only cleaning my skates silently and staying away from the rink. Speechless.... seriously unreasonable...